Sunday, March 27, 2011

you FUCK

cikgu, dia kata you FUCK.

aku tak marah. aku tanya dia balik FUCK tu apa.

ala cikgu, FUCK tu Fokus. Untuk. Capai. Kecemerlangan.

Bengong. satu kelas gelakkan aku.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

proud to be...crazy


sape kata jadi cikgu tak seronok? beronok-ronok aku dengan diorang ^_^. dulu selalu sangat ada orang tanya aku, "tak sayang ke hidup kalau setakat nak jadi cikgu?"..meh aku jawab, "sebab sayang hidup la aku jadi cikgu. kau nak jadi engineer kau senyap." ni jawapan sarkastik pulak dalam hati aku, " gaji aku pon sekarang lagi tinggi dari kau". keh keh keh...

 photography club members. photo by RAY NG (awesome school photographers team) muka aku putih wooo~

kau tahu, jadi cikgu at the same time pon boleh jadi kaunselor, kawan, penyanyi, pelakon, ahli sukan, jurugambar, jurutera...+ etc sebab bila mengajar, semua tu kena combine. tapi still i'm not good enough la..keep learning from the senior.
and i want the better life. zaman gonjeng-gonjeng jimba-jimba dah berakhir kot sebab bila dah pegang profession ni, rasa tanggungjawab tu lebih. rasa macam kena always perfect eventhough no body's perfect. tapi going crazy with students tu mesti ada. baru happening hidup. alhamdullillah. dah rasa seronok sangat-sangat =)

4 bulan

semalam dapat gaji segedebuk 4 bulan. kwsp dipotong rm300. didarab dengan empat. banyak tul die potong. bayar hutang sana sini, dah tinggal bape ratus je.

shopping, tunggu next month arr..


kenangan gaji pertama?


besar punya hadiah untuk emak abah tersayang. tapi tak buleh nak balut. sebab keluasannya 40 " x 80 ". hehe ^_^ ...INSHAALLAH.


tak sabar nak beli cat kaler pink.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

unforgettable taste

 take turn to be photographed. DOF lol.

my neighbor just pop out in front of my house with a stack of candy and CHOCOLATE. u know what, i love the scent and the taste of chocolate but the problem here is i cant eat it even the tiniest slice because of the migraine that i prone to. i remember last week how my head react with it when i took a little bite of choc cake. that was an unforgettable pain and unforgettable taste .-_-. that's the level of my seriousness of migraine.


nothing can cure migraine but painkiller do help to reduce the pain. and 1 more thing, just pray to Him. and for me, forget the choc. i used to list the dont's of migraine HERE. and article from aku anak pahang is all about this disease.

oh back to my neighbor, thanx a lot. appreciate it but i'll keep it in photograph before my lil sis and bro attack the candy goodie ^_^.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

RAWAK : lepas camping

rehat ? tahik kau. aku buntu doh cari idea untuk science competition next week. penat ber-you-tube, aku tengok photoblog. nak cari idea editing. aku tak tahu la kenapa aku ni bodo sangat dalam penghasilan editing yang kreatif. aku edit, aku buang. kejap edit, kejap delete. macam bangang. memang takde talent tapi still perasan. malang -_- camping tu ok la. aku tengok bebudak semua happy gila dengan khemahnya, masak-masaknya, firecamp show, dance..dah macam prom night pon ada. (sebab sini takde melayu)

4 bulan ni keje still tak dapat gaji. dapat gaji segedebuk sok,sape nak aku belanja?? ok, lupakan. aku nak bayar hutang. kereta pon dah 3 bulan sangkut. beli DSLR baru? hmm, entahlah. speedlight baru mungkin. =) atau kelas editing atau online shopping atau bagi semua duit kat mak abah. dahlah, benda belum dapat, tak baik nak berangan macam-macam. takut kecewa je.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

unique photographer team : CRITICAL EPISODE PHOTOGRAPHY

looking for something fresh or unusual? i love to view these 3 guys photos. awesome pic and they are totally crazy ^_^ hehe.click   critical episode photography.

the photographers.

they shoot :



they make :



they are :

Thursday, March 10, 2011

kerja sekolah


aku baru je balik dari sekolah pukul 5 tadi. banyak gila kerja nak kena siapkan sebab minggu depan cuti sekolah. tamo bawak balik kerja sekolah tapi tiba-tiba cuti sekolah kena pergi camping scout plak. lepas cuti kena handle competition science dengan camping bomba plak walaupun takde kena mengena. then kena siapkan gambar-gambar untuk majalah sekolah. buku budak pun ade 3 kelas tak tanda lagi. 1 kelas dah 50 orang. hmm..nasib baik i got the awesome school photographers team tuk tolong handle sekali.

aku tak mengeluh. serius weh. sikit pun tak. rasa nak berenti kadang-kadang tu adelah tapi takkanlah.

aku bersyukur sebab kalau nak dibandingkan dengan member aku yang kerja on call tengah-tengah malam, kerja yang kena berdiri 12 jam tanpa henti, kerja yang tak tentu masa walaupun public holiday, kerja yang balik rumah pukul 10 malam, menganggur sebab tak dapat posting, lagi dan lagi. my life is more better. as for me lah. memang lah banyak kerja tapi tak lah sesusah member-member lain.

Syukur Alhamdulillah =) walaupun gaji tak sebanyak mereka-mereka, i feel the joy.


rezeki masing-masing.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

awesome school photographers team

1 malaysia. kan kan kan ^_^ these people the very young and talented photographers had help me a lot lot lot. my job would be easier and a thankful smile to all these people.

i got 4 photographers, 4 runners and a choreographer. i'm more than grateful ! ^_^

awesome school photographers team.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

photography club

fotografi kelab. sorang ahli tanya aku:

"teacher, u r going to explain about speed, aperture and ISO ya today?"

"ya. i'll explain about basic photography"

"ala teacher, we aready know la about that. excellent understand"

"where did u learn that?"

"photography class and camera manual"

ok, senang doh kerja aku. sume memang advance dari aku. agaknye lagi pandai kot sebab aku tengok hasil budak-budak ni kat facebook, memang nice. walaupon ada yang guna photoscape, tapi pandai berseni. next week ada photoshoot sekolah. satu sekolah aku kena handle. dahla 1 kelas, students sampai 55 orang. choreographer 1 pliz -_-. kompom ada yang macam monyet punya lari sana sini.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

usha ragam manusia di tempat awam


aku duduk kat meja sementara tunggu sang putera belikan makanan kegemaran tuan puteri ni. hehe. usha orang duk lalu lalang. cuci mata kalau ade pria hensem gila.

ada yang couple, pakwe jalan pegang tangan awek dia.

ada yang couple, pakwe jenis jalan tinggal awek kat belakang.

orang jalan laju gila nak kejar masa.

orang jalan lembab gila ditinggal masa.

jalan sambil pakai handsfree macam cakap sorang-sorang.

semua ragam manusia yang sama aku tengok bila berada kat tempat public. teringin gak nak tengok ragam orang yang luar kebiasaan macam sambil jalan, sambil korek hidung ke. ataupun sambil jalan sambil tabur duit kat orang ramai ke. heh~ macam la orang lain tak usha ragam aku yang bangsa kalau jalan takkan toleh kiri kanan dan kelajuan macam lipas kudung.